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Well, my life has been crazy as ever. I sometimes do not know what I am doing from one moment to the next. I mess up things and forget things. I need a secretary to keep my life straight. I think I know what is going on and wham an emergency happens and well, everything is all messed up again. My poor girls don't know what is going on either. I try to spend at least one day a week home from the hospital and well, they have no interest in me. Totally sucks. Then I tried to have a talk with them about JT and they are in denial and will not hear about it. Well, that is about it for my self pity section.